I want to Live here.

Things seem sunny Keep the sunshine coming.

Do you remember all those memories we have the shows we've been to the bands we've seen those songs you dedicated to me like

DDG- Love is murder
Boys Night Out- Hold on tightly Let go Lightly
Blink 182- First Date, I miss you
The Used- Smother me
Hellogoodbye- Oh its love, Here in your arms
New Found Glory- Oxygen, Kiss me
Say Anything- Walk through hell

Do you remember these, or the first time I met you, you were in a Chevy impala with Nick your best friend we were on the corner of Usa's house you put your window down and put your hand out and I put mine on yours then you got off the car and kissed me it was perfect a month later over the phone you told me "I'm not going to the Roxy Theater, my grandma is sick."
"It's Over" I just hung up and hated you so much then I decided to go to the show regardless and you showed up my so called best friend tried to kiss you that day I hate everything you stood for everything you were. we eventually got back together but ever since then its been a controversy over everything, that's a real relationship I have changed over the years and everything I remember, I remember it vivid like the day of yesterday like the moment of now I see it like a movie in my head I remember Everything sometimes you just feel like giving up sometimes you just want to hold on forever but forever is never at one point you die and that person stays behind even then your gasping trying to stay alive so you don't leave them in solitude to cry there nights to sleeps to waste there days on memories and photographs.
I don't like saying I love you anymore because it doesn't show the full meaning I feel for you Not too mention it's 3 words that have been over used sometimes even without meaning the world goes round and as long as your the one holding me up from getting dizzy then it could go round for the next million years honesty is a major thing I think you've kept it very truthful with me I hope You never forget all tose funny, dumb, good, bad moments we've had.

I'm beautiful in other ways mentally, verbally, emotionally My words flow through the world and people will eventually know who I am for what I write.

Barbara C. Sosa

I Like The Skies They make me feel like I am floating through an ocean.

Friend: if you make the effort to sit down and design a new life, and you make it the most important thing and you spend time everyday feeding it like a gardener feeds its seed, you will produce fruit.

Barbara: Man I have and the end result is i fuck it up I guess Im the kind of person who likes to the see the world upside down instead upside right

Friend: so the clouds are on the ground?
where do you seee yourself in 5 years?
truthfully.

Barbara: mhm I walk on clouds at all times and see grass and trees for skies
Making Money Still walking on clouds
I dont Like To walk on grass it makes me itchy
clouds are smoother

Always be Classy and Elegant Like an Old Man :)

Pass me my pipe lol

I just want some fun in my life I'm Tired of being Bored and not trying NEW things;

fun.fun.fun.fun; Is what I need.

I need to grow a MUSTACHE.

I need to go shopping :/

I haven't in such a long time I hate it not too mention I never find anything of what I like plus bills and gifts Im always broke well 99.9% of the time I need a raise :)

Eventually.

I suppose I like my job a little stressful not too much but I like it I work with family, Some friends and Bunches of cool people its cool I enjoy every day atleast a little bit because when its all gone I'll have my memories to take, I won't be buried with the car I drive or the Phone I buy not even the with the work I do all I will have in the grave is the clothes on my back and my memories.

My Horoscope

Bizzareee :)

1)Do you know what will keep this relationship fresh? An attitude adjustment on both of your part. Negative words are having a miserable effect on your love situation and the people involved in it! Please take steps to banish this curse.

2)Self discipline and self control is what you’ll need today, no matter how many temptations are thrown in your path. The desire to be sociable and have fun is likely to override that inner nagging voice, which is urging you to be sensible! Schedule your fun for later to avoid accumulating stress!

3)You stumble onto something pretty big today -- it might be a clue to your best friend's odd behavior or a job opportunity you had never thought of before -- and you should have fun following up on it!

4)In relationships, a Leo man or woman is sincere, open and kind, front and center stage. Leos are usually fun to be around and their company is frequently desired. Leo is fun, but sometimes old-fashioned and conservative. They can be somewhat overbearing, intolerant or even occasionally pompous and bossy. Leos tend to be quick to trust and are often disappointed when their trust is misplaced.

Leo is happiest when they command attention, which is the personality characteristic or trait of being socially dominant. They love the limelight and are very creative and expansive. Leo men and women are usually dignified.
In love, Leo is loyal and devoted while their relationships are working and tend to hold on for a long time to their partner. Leos are family oriented and drawn toward children. They are usually kind and giving. However, they sometimes place too much faith in others and on the shadow side, they can be terrible to deal with when they feel crossed. A jealous or wounded Leo woman or man is a force to be reckoned with. They have reputations for deceptiveness and infidelity. Sexually, Leo has a very healthy, even intense appetite. They are so attracted to others that sometimes they have many different partners.

Spiritually, Leo is one of the most materialistic signs. The light of the sun does shine penetratingly for Leo into themselves as they seek self-discipline. Leo also seeks to serve others.
As in the rest of their lives, Leos are ambitious professionally. They get things done and make excellent leaders. Leo may hurt the feelings of others with fixed opinions and beliefs. They believe they are the leaders and they are usually right! They tend to foster loyalty among their subordinates. Leos make excellent performers.

Nothing Ever Changes, Ha the concept of change alone is a lie.