Do you remember all those memories we have the shows we've been to the bands we've seen those songs you dedicated to me like

DDG- Love is murder
Boys Night Out- Hold on tightly Let go Lightly
Blink 182- First Date, I miss you
The Used- Smother me
Hellogoodbye- Oh its love, Here in your arms
New Found Glory- Oxygen, Kiss me
Say Anything- Walk through hell

Do you remember these, or the first time I met you, you were in a Chevy impala with Nick your best friend we were on the corner of Usa's house you put your window down and put your hand out and I put mine on yours then you got off the car and kissed me it was perfect a month later over the phone you told me "I'm not going to the Roxy Theater, my grandma is sick."
"It's Over" I just hung up and hated you so much then I decided to go to the show regardless and you showed up my so called best friend tried to kiss you that day I hate everything you stood for everything you were. we eventually got back together but ever since then its been a controversy over everything, that's a real relationship I have changed over the years and everything I remember, I remember it vivid like the day of yesterday like the moment of now I see it like a movie in my head I remember Everything sometimes you just feel like giving up sometimes you just want to hold on forever but forever is never at one point you die and that person stays behind even then your gasping trying to stay alive so you don't leave them in solitude to cry there nights to sleeps to waste there days on memories and photographs.
I don't like saying I love you anymore because it doesn't show the full meaning I feel for you Not too mention it's 3 words that have been over used sometimes even without meaning the world goes round and as long as your the one holding me up from getting dizzy then it could go round for the next million years honesty is a major thing I think you've kept it very truthful with me I hope You never forget all tose funny, dumb, good, bad moments we've had.

I'm beautiful in other ways mentally, verbally, emotionally My words flow through the world and people will eventually know who I am for what I write.

Barbara C. Sosa