Last night was dreadful I couldn't ever imagine receiving the news I did. it was all a vague moment, moment I was trying to avoid these 2 years all I could catch from everything he said was Drunk And it happened I'm sorry In my mind i could only hear why? how? don't you love me? maybe so but it happened once twice so who was to say the third wouldn't happen. I love you was my response mistakes happen they truly don't unless you want and Ive never believed in the spur of the moment or things got hot so i couldn't control myself The reason Why these statements are false is because you let happen what you want to happen but the only thing I could seem to do was laugh and at that point I knew I met my INSANITY Things are starting to get good now in a sick awkward twisted way dare you hurt me you must not know love because when you love you dont hurt when you hurt you dont love. This will never happen again I'll spare my feelings the pain.